Join a year-long cohort of men

- - - - - growing in trust, self-awareness, and spiritual wholeness- - - - -

a year-long paradigm-shifting certificate program of

belonging,

becoming,

and moving into

the beyond

Are you ready to invest a year to rediscover your strength, essence, and lovability?

Are you ready for the “grand gesture” of committing for an entire year to renew your vows to live as freely as possible - tethered only by love?

Collaborate with other intrepid men:

🍃 Four in-person retreats based on the four seasons

🏞️ A contemporary vision quest 24-hour solo experience in the wilderness

💻 online gatherings - drop in, check in, & go forth

🎯 Online training course

📓Fieldwork: experimental exercises to reconnect with life.

📚 Equipped with a thoughtfully curated bibliography of required and suggested readings designed to tap into your masculine wholeness

You will:

🥾 Go on an adventure

🏘️ Experience genuine community

🙏🏿 Connect

🪘 Drum

🕰️ Learn to live in the moment

⁉️ Be surprised

📜 Embrace your story - engage in council

⛰️ Make direct contact with creation

🕯️ Experience potent practices and rituals

We will gather in person four times in one year, allowing the four seasons to serve as our compass

far from a linear approach, this is a circular path, honoring the rhythms of life.

Here is what our year to grow will look like:

🔆 IMMERSION ONE - SUMMER

Looking south at vitality, the heat of the day, and imagination

🍂 IMMERSION TWO - FALL

Looking west at our shadows, the dark side of our lives, mystery, and soul.

❄️ IMMERSION THREE - WINTER

Looking north at wisdom, the stillness of winter, competence, and strength

✨ IMMERSION FOUR - SPRING

Looking east toward new beginnings, the advent of life, the rising of the sun, birth, and rebirth

EXCLUSIVE TO WILD MAN MYSTERY SCHOOL MEMBERS:

➡️ Four Soul-Companionshps calls (20-minutes each) ($225 value)

➡️ Access to Wild Man Mystery Online Course (Over 5 hours of online training content)

➡️ In-person and online Wild Man Mystery gatherings

➡️ Monthly materials - including a thoughtfully curated bibliography for more profound journeying.

PLUS:

➡️ Two volumes of poetry ($30 value)

➡️ Four complimentary beautiful poetry prints

➡️ Discounted access to Men’s Estuary gatherings ($900 value)

Space is LIMITED

for this yearlong cohort of men.

🖋️Apply HERE!

  • I believe in living a poetic life, an art full life. Everything we do is part of a large canvas we are creating.

    Maya Angelou

  • How we get there is where we arrive

    Phillip Booth, poet

  • People wonder at the height of mountains, at the huge waves on the sea, at the circular motion of the stars; and they pass by themselves without wondering.

    Saint Augustine

🕊️ COVENANT


A promise among brothers to study, pray, share, and grow together for one year.

🏘️ COMMUNITY


Quarterly retreats in the woods to listen, discuss, and discern with others - bolstered with one-to-one peer-support

📿 CONTEMPLATION


A regular practice of silence and solitude

❤️‍🩹 COMPASSION


A regular practice of service to others

MEET YOUR GUIDES

Roy Shirley is a licensed professional counselor and a Living School for Action and Contemplation graduate in Albuquerque, NM, with a certificate in Contemplative Spirituality from Oasis Ministries.

He has led many retreats and workshops about understanding your unique story and for men’s topics related to male spirituality and their life journey.

Matthew Ray Lyda has been guiding men for more than a decade, is a certified Spiritual Director, Author, Retreat Leader, PSAP (Pastoral Sex Addiction Professional), RAE (Rainbow Advocate Educator), husband of one, father of three, lover of lands, and average pickleball player.

He has lived in Bangladesh and India and is trained by IITAP (International Institute for Trauma and Addiction Professionals) and Oasis Ministries. Matthew also serves as an initiator in Men's Rites of Passage work worldwide.

We have a LIMITED

# of seats for this yearlong cohort.

🖋️Apply HERE!

exchanging outdated masculinity for something wilder

showing feelings is only for women

to sensing

only women depend on others

to friendship

a man takes care of himself without help from others

to inter-dependence

I am what I earn

to I am

keep your problems to yourself

to honesty


Choose your investment

Generosity Rate

$2,299

after December 1st, 2025

$1,999

if paid before December 1st, 2025

For those who’d like to contribute to the wellness of others.

Resource Rate

$1899

after December 1st, 2025

$1,799

if paid before December 1st, 2025

For those financially stable and have their basic needs met

Community-Supported Rate

$1499

after December 1st, 2025

$1,299

if paid before December 1st, 2025

For folx of who have a financial hardship

In need of financial assistance? Reach out to matthew@recoverthewild.com

We are committed to finances not being a barrier to this essential conversation.

Ancient Wisdom: We pair the treasures of science with the gems of ancient wisdom. Whether it be time-worn Judeo-Christian practices, lessons from indigenous peoples, spiritual community, storytelling, or heroic journeys, we root our work in a grand story. Considering meaning, purpose, vision, and values.

Vintage, an age-old path.

Body-Based: This stance is faithful to mindfulness, experience, the sensual, and the imaginative; all elements oft-neglected by pseudo-masculinity, and white-washed spirituality. As the wisdom of the body is accessed, an opportunity to heal age-old rifts between the sexual and the spiritual opens

Hospitality: Unsubscribing from perfectionism and backspacing the blunting of empathy (mostly resulting from numbing behaviors Ad nauseam), this posture is faithful to see wounds morph into sacred wounds, a with(ness) to suffering, common humanity, and kindness. This is the call of hospitality to self and others.

Trauma-informed: This stance is a commitment to address systemic issues, hone honesty, craft ‘safe-enough’ settings, and foster collaboration. Dipping deeply from research-based recovery intelligence.

Embrace the Unexpected: The predictable, comfortable, and business-as-usual is death to our souls. The deepest transformations often occur outside of our expectations, and all our oh-so-cherished ways of thinking and behaving. Often, what is needed is the unexpected, the ridiculous, what’s ‘off the beaten path.’

Belonging: the domestic takes us only so far. As Thoreau said, “In the wilderness we have our tonic.” Nature is more than “out there”, but a reality that pushes past the boundaries of our skin, including us! Encounters with land, with more-than-human realities of life are Non-Negotiables to heal outdated myths of man greater than nature and man vs. nature. What we discover is: we belong to this organic reality, awe, and wholeness. We are more connected than we could ever have imagined.

Why men?

We can all use help finding our way from time to time - men are no different. Men need the support of one another, to be honest, and real about life. Through small group discussions, contemplative practice, men are encouraged to know themselves, listen to the still small voice, and to honor their souls. The result could change lives and lead to a whole new world.

Do you sense a desire to support the men who will leap to recover the wild? As these men bravely, vulnerably, and prayerfully surrender to this Estuary, we invite you to sponsor them and give financially to support this work. This world will benefit from more men living honestly, truthfully, and generatively. Become a sponsor today.